11.17.2006

red fire engine versus green flames

So, yeah.

Alright, so I listened to every song I have by the Pretenders at least 10 times today. Never heard of them? OK, just try "Mystery Achievement", medium-rare. If you savor the flavor, take a sip of "Message of Love". Season it all with the salt and vinegar of "Louie, Louie" and "Back on the Chain Gang". Wow, I'm either hungry or lucid. Maybe both.

There was something unclear to me last week. Not vague, like Vaseline on the lens, but more like being colorblind at a traffic light. You want to say "I can't tell what color the light is", even though you know that the light on the bottom is the green "go", and the top is the red "stop". I wanted to stomp the accelerator, or at least ease off the brake. Glad I didn't. Through a lot of prayer, mainly on Sunday, the Holy Spirit gave me a clearer, more grounded thought process. I feel like Marty McFly after not racing Needles.
Funny how my deepest hopes and fears can be summed up with some punk-y rock songs and a glib reference to a time-travel movie.
Now, I ask for prayer and strength. I was spared this week, but what's next? My weakness ain't being called "chicken", but it's just as hard to stare down.
(My conscience starts talking to me) "The Lord is your Shepherd, lamb-boy -- trust Him. Being a Christian isn't easy, but He lives within your heart for that reason."
He's right you know. Wish I could come up with stuff like that.

11.05.2006

Copper attracts lightning

Hey all you faithful readers out there.
I love watching my 'views' count go up, and yet, no comments. It's like seeing an empty "take a penny, leave a penny" tray.
Well, here's my two cents worth. Toss 'em into the well, make a wish.
(BTW, I wrote this following Jim Simmerman's "20 Little Poetry Projects" idea, which is why there are numbers. Ask me if you want the guide list...)

Pop Song
Trust is a bubble1
blown from the inside.12
Snowflake on the tongue,
tastes like music that won't stop.4, 3
Confidence is
the last stop of limerence11, 8
Bubbles burst because I exist.9
But you can't see what never were.3, 10
You don't have a lap when you stand.17, 7
Even James Randi can't sniff out that trick.3, 5
Feel the glossy sphere that you made,3
a net, or possibly a screen.
When you pay attention,2
caveat emptor.2, 18
You can always hear3
bubbles being filled for free.
Bubbles are not yours--6
right now, eager solution in a bottle,16
an unopened can with dreams.19
the effervescent kind, doesn't go flat.13
And it will be filled with the same breath15
that made nothing-man from dust14
when He knows you're ready.
Don't worry, just listen.20